set the ball

the universe can either collapse, or go on expanding. strangely this is applicable to such an implacable multitude of things. the chatterjees have taken me on till i get a steady job.........huge relief........now the next jump is the monday i talk to bev.......if she confirms the place......i ought to unwind for a while.........thats the best thing about writing........its shit today.......so mundane......so banal.......but years down the line.......beneath the secure patina of experience.........the taste of this hortatory period will be enriching. but more than that, i want it to be humbling. i know so many who have forgotten where they came from.......got too used to ease.........i dont want to forget.......i am just setting the ball.......in motion......to reminisce at a later time......