that lies beneath

its always good to go for teaching..........HIV today......there is always more to learn......you can swim eternally in thi sea of knowledge........a life of thousand years would be short.......there would always be another page in another book that would want you to know more.........such is the beauty of life when there grows a love for learning..........then i also gave my blood test today......and maybe i'll get an upgrade on my banlk account............aaaah......how i wish to have a credit card.....and surplus money in my account.......and encouragement from natasha...........then i could bid on ebay.........i wonder if there will be a time like that.......we winded up the day with a movie on Partition.......what a contrast between dawn and dusk.........i woke up and floated in the sean knowledge........and now will go to sleep with the images of mindless killings by religious fanatics.........fuelled by personal pain and the ventilators for bottled anger..............but i am pathologically optimistic.......we will either all die or all live.......of course........you immediately think of the two races of HG Wells...........the swedes and the subterannean monsters........the two eventual branches of evolution............but i am concerned about a closer future........maybe we will all learn someday.......that earth is our country........humanity is our religion.......but there are many caveats to this train of thought.......but as life goes.........often the tougher decisions are the better ones which very few take.........we still havent yet overpowered the reptilian brain that lies beneath......